Dottie,
You have a PM.
thank you, april.
i got your package today.
:d. i would have e-mailed you this, but i lost all my addresses when i deleted my yahoo account.
Dottie,
You have a PM.
well, i am beginning to feel pretty good about myself.
it?s been almost two years since i left, and the first thing i did, was do everything they forbade.
man .. that was fun ?
Viv........the solution is to have kids. You can be as young as you want and noone thinks anything of it.
You have empathy for young people........what an honorable trait.
though my posts might not reflect it, i find life pretty hard and spend most of my time battling things in my head, regardless of what else i'm doing, thinking too much junk, always trying to figure things out and always ill at ease, i often remember being a kid, looking forward to a future, with goals and things i wanted to do, now i'm an adult and for the life in me i see nothing worth looking forward to.
i miss the feeling, when anything is possible, when i'd pine for a thing, or just smile at what i knew i was going to be when i grew up, or what i'd do, or when i'd look in the mirror and see a familiar face.
somehow and somewhere down the road, between becoming a child and a man, i seem to have got stuck.
dh,
I know what you mean too. A lot of times I think we spend so much time with too much to do we just go on auto pilot. One day our awareness comes to the surface and 10, 20, or 30 years have gone by and you are nowhere where you wanted to be. A lot of people just go with the flow, don't plan, don't take time for quiet solitude to think of where they are or where they are going.
I have spent most of my life with wars going on in my head. Maybe it's normal? I still don't want to be where I'm at.
Make just one goal for your life and work towards it. It's a start in the direction you might want to go.
they found the body of little carlie from sarassota, fl.. my heart goes out to her family.
hopefully justice will be served swiftly since they already have the suspect.
i am sooooo sad.
Amen to that!
they found the body of little carlie from sarassota, fl.. my heart goes out to her family.
hopefully justice will be served swiftly since they already have the suspect.
i am sooooo sad.
Police say he will get the severist punishment, so I suspect so. Of course we will give him a bunch of appeals and feed him for 15 or 20 years first.
they found the body of little carlie from sarassota, fl.. my heart goes out to her family.
hopefully justice will be served swiftly since they already have the suspect.
i am sooooo sad.
Russian........I think I could go for that punishment. From what I hear child molesters don't do well in prison, they have their own justice.
The 11 year old girl was abducted from behind a car wash as she walked home from a sleep over at a friends house on Sunday. Her step dad was suppose to pick her up but some how their wires got crossed and she walked towards home. They didn't put out an Amber alert for 24 hours until they saw the tape. Thankfully they got her abduction on video tape so they had a direction to go. NASA was going to inhance the tape to see more clearly the tatoos and name on the animals shirt. They had this guy in custody since Tuesday on a parol violation or something, seems he has a very long criminal history.
This goes to show how quickly children can disappear. Again, my heart and prayers go out to her family and friends, and for all parents looking for their children.
they found the body of little carlie from sarassota, fl.. my heart goes out to her family.
hopefully justice will be served swiftly since they already have the suspect.
i am sooooo sad.
They found the body of little Carlie from Sarassota, FL.
My heart goes out to her family.
Hopefully justice will be served swiftly since they already have the suspect. I am sooooo sad.
Growedup.........that is so funny.
I got two questions.
Why does'nt our moon have a name? and How can two negitives make a positive?
when i was a kid i was scared shitless of demons.
a couple of years ago i posted this subject, and some asswipes just suggested that i was just a scared little boy and that i should have just kept a stiff upper lip.. i was raised in this crappy religion and i recall that from the very beginning, i was told that demons were always around me.
i remember as a young child, i was told of stories of children that would go to bed and feel the edge of their bed go down slowly as a demon sat on the edge of the bed, ready to do whatever eveil they had planned for the evening.
I still have to have a light on at night (TV). I still have to force myself to go into a dark room. I was terrified of the demons and armageddon and I wasn't real thrilled with the idea of being tortured for my beliefs while growing up either. I played fearless with my kids though because I did'nt want them to have the same fears.
I have been trying very hard to rid myself of the obsession to collect junk. I am a cluttered person.
I collect porcelain dolls and carosel horses and rocks (small rocks) from all over the country. My friends pick me up rocks on their travels. I don't get to travel too much. I'm waiting for a rock from S. Korea, a friends mother lives there. I have a strange connection to rocks, always have.